Let's get FIZZical!
I see people who don’t care about almost anything. All they care about is having fun. They are super spontaneous and non-chalant, they make plans for the future just out of pure excitement for something that they know won’t last, they give life almost everything. I know people from this category. And while their point of view is not my cup of tea, I want to feel accepted by them, equal to them! (I guess my teenage self is having a jealousy-insecurity party right now!) But I just realised that I DO care! Yes, I am 20, yes, I am really concerned about the future of my studies/career, yes, I want to SUCCEED in what I want to do, no, I don’t party all the time, yes, I attend lectures at the university, yes, I study, yes, I love the subject I study, yes, my grade expectations have risen, yes, I get anxious and maybe annoying sometimes because of my anxiety even on more minor things, BUT I won’t feel inadequate just because of all these things! If you are satisfied with your life the way it is good for you, but I have different goals and that’s who I am, after all! =)
